Title: Season's In The Sun 1/1
Author: Sunila
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone. Michelle is made up. The song "Season's In The Sun" belongs to Westlife.
Rating: PG-13
Content: Death
Note: In the story, Adam and Christian are teens, about 16. Michelle is Adam's sister.

The first letter he wrote was to his best friend. He remembered all the good times and knew he would cherish them forever.

Dear Jason,

We've been through so much together. I had the best times of my life, at your side..whether it was playing pranks or just having a good time. I wish I could have more of those moments. But unfortunately, It seems as if I won't even live long enough to have another one. I wish I could just spend the last minutes of my life with my family, in my home. But I have to stay in this hospital bed. I give you permission to take anything of mine's that you want. We were like brothers anyways. And there's nobody else I would rather give my most prized possession, my signature signed by Bret Hart...to anyone but you. Take care of my family for me. But like the season, I must go away. Like the sunset, It's my time to go down. I love you man. Keep me alive in all the fun memories we've had.

Love with all my heart,
Adam


Goodbye to you, my trusted friend
We've known each oiher since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Broken our hearts and skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend, It's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that Spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there

We had joy, we had fun
We had season's in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time




He shed a tear as the next letter he wrote was to his hero, his dad.

Dear Papa,

I know you always hated it when I called you that. You thought it made you sound old but I always did it just to bug you. I'm sorry for all the heartache and pain I caused you. I didn't mean to do those things. But I did, and I was wrong to do it. But I really am sorry Papa...please forgive me. I know ever since Mom died you had a lonely painful journey. Raising two kids on your own and having to work two jobs and put up with all my bullshit. You thought I didn't know but the nights you would spend crying tears hurt me inside. So bad, that even I...fearless Adam shed a tear. I never wanna see you hurt again Papa. You're too good of a person. I'll always be with you, me and Mom will be watching over you and Michelle. We'll be the best darn Guardian Angels ever! I love you Papa, I'll be sure to tell Mom you love her too.

Love you with all my heart,
Adam



Goodbye Papa, please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

Goodbye Papa, it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that Spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them, I'll be there

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like all the seasons, are gone

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like all the seasons, are gone




As the thought hit him that the last letter he had to write was to his little sister, the tears started falling. He'd never get to see her off to the prom like he promised...he'd never get to do anything for her. He picked up the pen and started to write...

Hey Baby Sis,

I love you more than life itself. When you were born, I was jealous. I mean you were getting all the attention. But then you grew up and I saw how lucky I was to have you as a sister. I'm sorry for all the crap I put you through too. I know you used to cry when me and Papa would argue and scream and cuss all the time. But that's not how I want you to remember me. I want you to remember me as the loving big brother that promised you all the riches of the world. I'm sorry I never got to keep any of my promises. I was a lousy brother. But Michelle, I know that you'll go far in this world. Thank you for always helping me through the tough times and being there for me when I fell and didn't think I could get back up. I'll be watching down on you too. Don't do the mistakes I did. And take care of Papa for me...I love you sis.

Love Your Big Bro,
Adam




Goodbye Michelle, my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And everytime that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground

Goodbye Michelle, it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that Spring is in the air
There are flowers everywhere
I wish that we both could be there

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But like the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like all the seasons, are gone

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like all the seasons, are gone




Adam, it's time to go now sweetheart. They'll be okay, We'll watch over them together.

"Mom, is that you? Will I be with you? In Heaven?"
"Yes, my darling baby boy, We'll be together and watch over your father and sister."
"And make sure they're always happy and safe and cared for?"
"Yes, darling....Anything you say.."

He closed his eyes one last time and left for Heaven with a smile on his face and happy tears in his eyes...




The End